i've kept up some ugly habits to supress my feelings lately.. today I decided I'd stay home and just feel man. feel whatever it is i need to feel so i can proceed in a healthy manner. I enjoy feeling all these feelings, i just get overwhelmed by them sometimes. But it feels good to feel at all... I find it beautiful that i can feel such a wide range of things. 

these images capture a lot of what i have been feeling this morning. this is a reminder that there is beauty in the pain.